Sunday, June 04, 2006


What is there in my life that I can find pure joy in?

Joy that means no matter what the circumstance I can look in and feel happy. I should find Joy in God - but I am so confused it is hard to be joyous.

At least the theatre brings me joy, even though I am not a true part of it yet. Every day is a step closer to it, but then again, it is also a step closer to my death - and of course, the end of the world.